I was 17 when I met exp and 18 when we got together, he was in his forties. I looked really young for my age too. I am now in my 30's and have 2 dc with him.
I woke up in the middle of the night remembering how he used to comment on girls we drove past, often making nasty sexual comments. It was always the younger ones he would notice and often very young 15 year old types but sometimes younger - and much younger than I was at the time. I felt sick when this occurred to me and its bothering me.
Just trying to make sense of my life and wondering what you think about men like this.