It all started with that song over Xmas ,The song on the CD a present from my little darling daughter .. To Daddy Merry Xmas love x . While sorting out the garage just to keep out of the way ..to avoid any more arguments the tears flooded like southern rivers those poor people. Over the past few years the problems have started to surface .
My Wife lost the only real supporter except for yours truly 'OUR love was like a soldier loyal to you die' Then Grandad died . Having taken on the thankless task as executor her family torn into us in ways that no one would call human . But I was made to pay the price the will carried out to the letter in a professional manner. But my wife lost her family I began to lose my wife ,not a week goes by without me being reminded ..often just before the days end .For many years and many times ' I was putting out fires all my life' Their fires ! Their DEBT fires resolved twice .' Then you start getting tested .. 2nd health operation failed through no fault of the Consultant ,losing mobilty with a WRULD.loss of income .. taking early pension to survive as no benefits these days for anyone with a little in the ISA account ..now that's gone . The the screws begun to turn . make cuts to the family budget I asked .. no chance .. cut out the holidays . mobile phones . sky . extra school activities.. even turn of the lights when not in a room ..ask the kids to help in the garden ,wash & clean mums car .. all no chance.. As the song goes ''People like us dont need much' .. we had that spark for twenty years the last two the fire is going out ..And when you cant get that job.. the job centre advise sell your house ? even begging for that job pay to stop breaking your little darling's heart at XMAS . Now its 2014 so I need some ADVICE from Mums and Dads net .