I'm ashamed to say that for two years I've been an OW. Things escalated from platonic work colleagues until MM relentlessly pursued me hell for leather (I know I played my part and am fully responsible for what i've done). I'm ashamed and mortified at my actions which will never be repeated. I was taken for a fool and have learnt a harsh lesson. I'm trying my best to move on, one foot forward at a time but the last I heard from MM was his declaration of undying love (he is now back with DW) and how his feelings for me were so strong, incomparable to his feelings for DW and how he wanted us to be together.
Then he completely backtracked and has cut me off to work on his marriage (he says he should try harder to fight for his marriage but I have given him the best years of his life - I know it sounds a load of baloney). I am finding it hard to move on without answers to a load of questions - Did he ever feel anything for me? Why did he string me along? How could he cut me off after two 'soul mate' years? Just to leave me dangling, wondering? Was it all lies? I need clarification and feel like sending one last message but wonder what good it will do.