A yeae ago i got with a friend and he was a lovely boyfriend he treated me and my daughter wonderfully.
I got pregnant and was in2 minds as i was about to start uni. I gor preg on the pill and for 4 weeks i had to wait.in.limbo as they thought it was ectopix tgey couldnt see anything on scan and i was bleeding. I couldnt take anymore and went ahead with the abortion and felt insanely guilty. I.loce my 2 yeae old very much and the whole thi.g hurt me. My boyf felt.i didnt let himin and he saw messages i sent to a friend saying o didnt tjink he was good enough. I cant explain why i did that as its not true. I eouldnt speak about it but we got o. Withstuff Nd went away whilst my daubhter was with her gran.
I rwally felt we was dealing eith stuff however one nivht he went mentsl when he was srunk and altjo we were drunk i thimk he shoved me so gard i fell.
He says ipushed him. i felt we were botj to blsme so we hot bavk together.
The next incident again hapoened after we werw both hesvily drinking. I sceeamed at him to.leave and he chuckes a glass. He spent tge day texti.g me how worthlessi am and told.me hw was witj another girl.
I coulfbt forget this toime and we finished. We werw in contact u.til he came round screaming and shouting whilst drunk. My daughtee has never been present hoqever i jusr want.a quiet life.
I called the police whp then referrede to dom viplrmce who were indistant on am i.junction.
The pro is i dont want.this. I love him and i.know he doesnt drink.now. He never really did he was just drinking to cope with what happened and our vreakup.
I really love him but cant work.out are we just a couple who fell into a crises.or us he abusive? He is kind patient and loving the rest of the time it has been just thesw occassions . Wwud?