I feel as If my heart her been shattered into a million pieces.
I ended things 6 months ago because he was taking the piss staying out all night, drinking in friends all the time etc. What upset me then was he accepted it so easily rather than try to change.
We've still been like the best of friends and often did loads of things together with DD which in hindsight was a really bad idea. We still occasionally had sex too which was definitely a bad idea.
Well he was out the other night and I FOOLISHLY asked if he oft anyone, turns out he did and was telling me how beautiful she was and they were going to book a hotel room etc.
I feel so broken, I know it's normal and we've been broken up 6 months but this is just killing me.
I know that I'm being totally unreasonable and that's why I'm not posting there. But I really need to know how I can move on from this, I lost my job the same time as the break up so I'm at home with DD all the time and I feel so left behind in life. I don't even think I want to be with him at all but I was the only person he was ever with (we got together young)
Anyone know how to make this pain go away, I can't stop picturing them together.