I know this has been discussed alot but I haven't the energy to search after a crap nigt sleep thinking about it.
A little while ago I found some videos in DH's wardrobe, Adult videos. I wasn't to upset about it and told him that I had found them. He was VERY embarrassed about it and said he hasn't watched them in ages. Admittedly I was abit curious about them and took at one of them out of the bag...... I was shocked at the pictures I saw. I don't concider myself to be a prude but the picture were disgusting, really hardcore.
I told him that I looked at it and was shocked at the one I saw so he said he would throw them out. He hasn't but think it's more that we both forgot about them that intensionally keeping them.
Anyway heres the bit why I'm so dissappointed. I was trying to install something on the PC last night and messed it up so had to uninstall it and on that page I found some stuff that he's been using and tried to delete. Porn stuff. I feel so sad that he's doing this when he's told me he hasn't watched the videos in ages, I can see why now.
I think we have an excellent sex life but now all I can think is that he's watching those because I'm not enough. I feel sick and sad at what he's doing behind my back.
I know someone will answer that all men do this which is fine but it's the sneekiness of it all that has upset me.
I'm not a troll, I've changed my name as 2 of my family use MN and I don't particulary want them knowing about this.
Sorry for the rambling, just need to get it all off my chest.