I've a 5 year old ds, my p who I have been with since ds was a baby has been really funny with me the last few days. Giving me the silent treatment and saying he's too tired to see me.
Last night he came out with that I'm too clean and if I want to be clean that's fine, but shouldn't drag him into it.
This is because the house had been a tip for ages, I'm the only one who does anything and had given up. I gave it a really good tidy and clean, and to help me keep on top of it, last weekend, I got p to spend approximately 1 hour spread over 3 days to help me, just drying up after I'd cooked and washed up, quick hand to tidy ds room, and putting some clothes away.
Last night I was lying awake thinking I've had enough if him falling out with me and letting us down, we were supposed to take ds bowling today.
You know when you get almost a sixth sense. I looked at his emails, I never do usually but know the password as we've checked each others just for reservations and stuff. There wasn't much in there, but on his contacts were loads of women who'd appeared, fine, only I know who some of these women are, they're women he's chatted to on dating sites and chat rooms that I thought was all behind him, but suddenly they've reappeared.
I feel sick, I'm sat just numb, ds is watching tv and I can't even face getting up.
I can handle p being a moody arse, and breaking up over that, but why he constantly feels the need to chat to these women I don't know, for all I know he's meeting them.
I don't even know how I'm going to face the day, I'm feeling as though I want to throw all his things out in bin bags and change my number. I can't just change my number as my phone is on contract in his name as it was my birthday present.
I really just don't know what to do.