I am on my second marriage,have 2 girls from previous relationship and have 3 yr old boy with my now husband.its hard to explain,things started changing really when we married,4 years tomorrow.we practically did everything together then I got pregnant,my life stopped and he just carried on his social life and drinking forgetting his responsibilities,left me holding tbe baby!sometimes he would disappear for the night with no contact,come home the next day and expect to sleep it off leaving me upset and frustrated,always said it woulnt happen again but it did.for example our first new years eve together,I was shattered with a 2 month he dissapeared to a party,another weekend he went to his mates for 3 days,promised me he was coming home but didn't,went on a bender last xmas eve and didn't come home,was home alone xmas eve with kids asking questions tryiny to understand why I had been abandonned again.lost count of the sleepless nights on my own.we moved house bout 15 miles away for fresh start but after few months its started again.he drinks almost every night now,he got new work mates and started seeing them drinking not involvin me.I never have energy for late nights,little boy still wakes most nights.the way he acts is like someone single and no responibilties.he tells me he loves me to bits but why should I have to put up with his weekly drinking sesions with mates leaving him drunk and in a heap.am feeling tired,lonely and no one to talk to.