i have had to change my name as i think my accounts have been either hijacked, or just no longer working for some unknown reason.
i can't access either of my accounts. when i send a password reset - i am not getting the email. hmmm... anyone else?
am ibu over oh saying sorry to dd
he has been back trying to get his things - which i would have gave him no problem what so ever. but he came ranting and raving round my parents house (where i was).
I really didn't want to go to them, but i was a mess and had no one.
i have sorted my head out now the kids are home from school and occupying my mind. i am quite looking forward to my future without having to care for somebody with such strong needs. (apparently, he cared for me). feel a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.
anyway, he was effin and jeffin and was being vile. calling my dad a nonse - which he is not and my mam and alcoholic - which she is.
needless to say, i was practically on the floor shaking. after my phone calls with SS, police and solicitors. i done what i was advised. ring the police if he comes around all up a height.
they then advised me to stay indoors, and wait until they get there.
he proceeded to rant and rave and bray on my dp windows.
saying i was being over dramatic, and doing this for nothing.
him forgetting the fact he threatened to smash my house up this morning.
but he wanted me to hand the key over.
so i then got a txt from his dm, stating there was no need to ring the police as he wouldn't keep the bairn from me.
also telling me i would have the bairn back on wednesday.
is she forgetting the fact that she felt the need to stand up and pull her ds away from me. would anybody stand up and feel the need to do that if one wasn't acting aggressively?
so, is it really uncalled for that i phoned the police?
what i think is uncalled for is not allowing the bairn to go to nursery tomorrow in case I get him.
i will give them their two days - as i feel there is not much else i can do.
i am going places tomorrow, so we shall see.
i have also had a friend of theirs trying to ring me - for what i don't know. my battery on my phone has died, due to him taking the charger. he needs his phone as his big plan is to get with his ex.
pathetic, i know.
the good thing from today is the fact that i can now see how good a choice i have made by finally standing my ground and saying no to another chance.
he has wormed his way back in too many times. and alls he has done is spat his dummy out because he isn't getting his own way.
forgot to mention that i am warped, fucked up, manipulative, sly and cunning. i have had this 5 year master plan and trapped him with my child.