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I've asked Dh to leave, please come and talk to me

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RedEyedandBlotchy · 21/10/2013 10:51

He lies all the time, whenever he thinks there might be any form of confrontation he lies to avoid it. He'll agree to things to my face and just do whatever behind my back.
There's a back story of losing thousands of pounds gambling, which is on here somewhere, but he also lies about things that aren't really all that important or things that he's said he'll do that I don't mind about at all.

As far as the gambling goes, he felt it was an addiction and we decided to treat it as an illness. I said at the time that I was happy to support him but he couldn't lie to me about it.

I've caught him out in lies about minor (in comparison to losing all that money any way) lies a few times. We've discussed how important trust is to our relationship and he always agrees. The last time I caught him I gave him the chance to come clean about anything else that was going on and told him if he lied to me again like that it would be the end of our marriage. I'm also well aware that the lies I've caught him out in are unlikely to be the only lies he's told me.

Last night I was closing down the computer and noticed an icon for a gambling site. I asked him what it was and he lied. He was sitting next to me, looking at the evidence on the screen with me and he lied about what it was and what he was doing with it.

I felt totally backed into a corner and asked him to leave. He's coming back tonight to explain it to our 3 year old DS and to work out contact.

This is a pattern with him. There will be a big blow out about something, he'll make a big announcement about not doing it, usually at his own instigation and then leave very obvious signs that he's still doing that thing. Its like he wants me to find out and when I do find out he tells me bald faced lies that can't possibly be true. He then has a moment of confession, like the end of a magic trick and swears he'll never lie again and then we go back to the start.

I don't want to end our marriage and break up my family but I can't see what else to do.

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RedEyedandBlotchy · 21/10/2013 11:14

Anyone?

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GeekLove · 21/10/2013 11:18

You haven't broken up your family. You have taken the first steps in ensuring your family is protected from someone who sees gambling as more important then his family. He has broken it not you.

RedEyedandBlotchy · 21/10/2013 11:31

Thank you, I feel like shit. I can't understand why he does it.

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Shodawnofthedead · 21/10/2013 11:31

I agree with GeekLove. You are not breaking up your family- your DH has.

Even without the gambling, the persistent lying is enough to break you down. My XH was a persistent liar- small things and large- and in the end I didn't know which way was up. You can't have firm foundations on shifting sands, and that is what he is making of your marriage.

I know it's hard, because they seem genuinely repentant, and always say the right things- but you have to bear in mind, if they lie about other things, then the chances are they're lying about their epiphanies too.

RedEyedandBlotchy · 21/10/2013 12:03

Shodawn, that's exactly it. I can't trust anything he says.
Also, while the lying is shit what's really messing me up is the way he's not at all careful at covering his tracks. It appears as though he wants me to find out about what he's doing although he knows its going to hurt me.
I've been married to a complete wanker , haven't I?

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Shodawnofthedead · 21/10/2013 12:58

It does sound like it, yes, I'm afraid RedEyed.

Liars always seem to believe that they are a) really, really good liars and b) that you are really, really stupid.

I used to beg XH to just tell the truth. I might be angry, but at least I'd respect him for being honest. But if he lied, I'd be angry twice over- once (possibly) for whatever it was he was lying to cover up and once for the lying. But it never got through.

And when I'd finally had enough, he was absolutely gobsmacked that I wanted a divorce, and begged and promised to change etc etc. But by then it was far, far too late. Too many chances over too many years had made me feel worthless and utterly miserable.

I suspect it's the same for you. Don't waste any more of your precious time and energy. If he does ever change, it won't be because of you- because he has already set up a pattern of behaviour with you that he is happy and comfortable with. He has no reason (in his eyes) to change for you.

igirisu · 21/10/2013 13:05

i really feel for you and think you should not take this man back because he will do it again and again

RedEyedandBlotchy · 21/10/2013 13:20

Shodawn I've said those words so many times but like your XH, it just doesn't seem to go in.
And like you I feel worthless.

Igirisu I'm beginning to fear that is the case.

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