Sat in std clinic thanks to dh

[mumtopremie]

Well I've finally got round to coming to the std clinic. I've given the ow name and not my own. How crap do I feel sat here though. And have I got so much lack of respect for myself that I am still with the cheating bastard. It's giving me a bit if a reality check this.

Why the f am I still with him. I've proven my point that she didn't have the power to take him from me, after all its been 3 months now and initial shock is wearing off now. Wish I had the strength to throw him to the wind.

Yet again it's me that looks like a fool trying to stop the tears in a public place.

That's crap op. sorry you're in the situation. Really hope the test results are ok.

It's been just over 4months for me. I can't get rid of my H either. And I hate myself for it. It's like a death by a thousand cuts. I'm trying to build the strength to do the final push but keep back-tracking every time. Just wanted to hand hold and tell you that you are not alone in this shit situation.
Good luck with the test results.

Can I give a little that you used her name??

Be strong and I hope the tests are all clear.

Hope your tests are clear and that gives you the strength and motivation you need to get your life as you want it. At using her name.

I don't know we why react like that at first, trying to hang on to the pricks like they are some prize to fight over. But we do! Maybe when the fog clears you will see him for the booby prize he is x

I agree - I was willing to try with my ex. He said something that just clicked with me and we split up the very next day!!
Something will click and you will leave and you will find a much better relationship that you deserve.
Give yourself some time - you'll get there!
Hope everything is clear!

Go ahead, dump him now.

I think it's natural to try and salvage your pride by keeping them (never been there, though).

Now it's the time to make firm decisions.

Basically, can you move on from what happened or not?

Bin him. You deserve better.

Don't be embarrassed, it's completely normal to get regularly checked if you are sexual active. I know there are stigmas around those clinics but there really shouldn't be. It's no different to any other health check up.

why be with men who not only cheat on you and hurt you but also put you through the embarassment and vile situation of the GUM clinic, just get rid, history repeats