Can someone please give me a shake and tell me to stop feeling sorry for myself.
Background info (don't know how to link previous posts) my husband and I separated and he now with someone I thought was going to be a friend.
Now reason i'm feeling sorry for myself they have been together 7 weeks now and he has basically moved in with her, I have no friends of my own where I live anymore as they were all her friends first (god that's sounds childish) He was supposed to have the kids last weekend and because I said I was looking into moving away he went to pub and got drunk instead so I had them. He tells me I should go and meet someone else but don't want to and can't even if I wanted to as he so unpredictable about when he will take kids.
We had a huge fight this morning because I went away last night with my eldest and a friend and her eldest and again instead of having kids he left them with his sister and went to his girlfriends house but I shouldn't be having a go about that as i'm being unreasonable, so he stormed out telling me how I've ruined his day and if I don't stop feeling sorry for myself he going to take kids permanently as i'm ruining their lives by being miserable.
If you've managed to get thru that thanks don't know what I want just a rant I think.
Oh and did I mention today is my birthday and yes I am feeling sorry for myself