Finally plucked up courage to see a solicitor about starting divorce proceedings. I saw him in Januruary but didn't take it any further as had second thoughts. My apointment is for 2 weeks time so I am worried that I will chicken out again.
I have been unhappy for years and feel very lonely as my husband is often out drinking either socially or on work events .He is very critical of everthing I do and I have no hard proof that he has cheated but I have my suspicions as there are frequent texts and messages from ,various females,the latest he asked out for dinner for when he goes to USA on a business trip next week.
I am so scared for my boys and hope that they will forgive me. Age 12 and 7. Sometimes I feel I am doing the right thing but Other times I think I should just put up with everything and stop been selfish.