Hi all - long story involving partner (now ex) sleeping with whores, a bird in the office and generally being controlling over 13 years.
Anyway, signed papers today and move in five days and getting scared. Feeling emotional - slightly having rose-coloured specs that better the devil you know than the future you don't, if that makes sense.
Can I be alone? Ex works nights/late shifts so have always been alone in evening but now it will be different. I'm quite good with my own company but worry forced aloneness (if that's a word) will make me spiral into sadness etc.
I know I've done the right thing but getting scared. Going out will be hard - financially with babysitters and everything and it isn't a priority really - but worried I'll get very lonely.
Anyone done the same thing?