I apologise in advance for this, it will probably be quite a negative, defeatist sounding post, and normally I'm good at putting up a façade of brightness and happiness but just now I can't.
I have never been in a relationship with anybody, despite being mid-thirties. I have tried - tried the Internet, tried more conventional avenues, neither of which threw up any joy for me. Desperate for a family of my own, I have tried to have a baby alone, but this has not been successful either. I'm not quite through in my attempts but less hopeful than I was that it will succeed.
It feels a little like everything I wanted from life isn't there, so what's the point/purpose? All I wanted was a husband and children.
Is anyone else in the same position?