So.....had a few friends round last weekend. Lots of drink. To the point I don't remember them leaving. No I'm not an alcoholic and I know binge drinking isn't cool.
I remember talking to my friend who was due to marry in 3 weeks about her husband. She said he's rubbish in bed, her exes were better etc. I was saying it didn't look good if that's how she's feeling now... And that's where it goes blank.
DP is out on the grooms stag do tonight. Other friends DP and him got chatting about what was said that night. Apparently amongst the chat I said my ex (huge twat) was perfect for me physically, that he was good in bed and all sorts of stupid things.
DP has only told me now and I feel awful. My ex makes my skin crawl I have no idea what came over me. Ever the perfect man he says its ok, he always thought he was second best but that he loves me and would fight for me always.
DP is not second best. He is the most wonderful person I have ever met. Besides not getting hammered and acting a tool how can I make him believe me? Everything was perfect between us, he says it still is but I don't know how he can just ignore it like he has all week, when obviously out tonight it's winding him up. I feel if I were posting this in reverse you'd all be telling me to LTB 