why when you get married it is not the same?

[pipsqueakz]

This is just it! Hardly get a hug or kiss anymore :( very worried and low :(

He's not self obsessed arose lol. I know plenty though lol. He us on a support group for his complex condition and think as its rare he feels alone. So I understand the support thing but I feel when he reads other posts on the site and reads the pain and suffering of others it can make his state of mind worse as in what if he ends up like that ten years down the road? Its a difficult situation for all of our family but he has so much support from me and his family are always fighting his corner I suppose I'm finding it hard and wish I could have five minutes to myself without worrying. But I'm on call 24/7 to his needs am his carer I need rest bite.

Yes you do need a break. I don't think it should be on you to cater to him 24/7, even if he is genuine. Can his family do more while you take a break?

They live miles away. I feel even if I go yo the shops for five minutes im constantly checking my phone and rushing to get home.