I am so annoyed with DH and feel totally let down this week. I realise I am being very selfish but I am struggling with these feelings. How do I stop myself being so selfish?
It was his brothers big birthday this weekend so I drove us all across country to stay at his mum's so we could go, I did this after working late shift the night before. DH's friends called him and invited him out on the Friday. I said to go as he hardly sees them but to remember we were going to the birthday do on the Saturday.
Well he enjoyed himself so much he felt sick all day Saturday and had a headache. I tried to give him painkillers, made him toast, brought him glasses of water and sent him back to bed for a nap. However he still refused to go on the Saturday night. I was so embarrassed all night apologising for him and his brother is upset. A few people came back to his Mum's afterwards but he sat upstairs and I almost had to drag him down to speak to his brother.
On Sunday I had to keep the peace when he took a strop over the time of Sunday lunch. Incidentally the same time it has been for as long as I've known him.
Yesterday he was still funny about eating as he's still feeling delicate (from Friday night FFS). He did promise he would get up with DD this morning though as I have the long drive home today. Well guess who's been up for hours and guess who's boody well still in bed. Oh and guess who will have to do the unpacking, dusting etc to prepare for the visitors we have coming on Thursday.
I am just so tired and pissed off.