I have broken up with my husband after 13 years together. I can't stop thinking of him and all I do is cry. There is a part of me that loves him deeply but another part that knows I will be better off in the long run. Just wish I could pull myself together . I have plenty of support from family and friends but that's not enough I just want him to want me. I am so mixed up by it all and all people around me keep saying it will get better. I have no doubt that it will eventually but at the moment it doesn't feel like that. I just need to talk about it all the time and think people are fed up listening to me. I just want to be happy I also want him to be happy. He left 4 weeks ago and says he doesn't see any way back for us. I don't want to let go but I know I need to. Just wanted to put my feelings somewhere other than a text to him x thanks for listening x