I met my partner about 5 yers ago
felt in love I do think that he was more sceptic or less engaded in to it
and then in 3 years in line I found out Im pregnant
he got panicked told me to get abortion I said no
I couldnt do it
told him that Ill just manage by myself with baby
time passed on and he is the best dad I know
He does have his cons but for my boy they truelly love
We had a really rocky past and I think its more my foult than his
but there is something else
something went really bad during the labour of our baby
I was to late in hospital our baby didnt breath they had take him out but they had damaged me
so its been two years since that and Im ill
nobody knows for sure if its permanent damage or something else maybe more sirious
for over 2 years we dont have fisycal contact
I dont feel like a woman anymore
even walking or seating is painfull so anything else
Its not possible
He is sick and tired of me beeing ill I can feel it
Its not fair on you beeing with him
anyway because of all that we had been on and off most of that time
so now I do feel like I dont have rights to be with him any more
he is healthy guy with normal needs and Me a broken woman
two years in line and I m felling like never b4 I had to let him go
cos its doesnt have any future I dont think that there is any hope for me to be healthy again
looks like the doctors can not fix it
I know you guys can not tell me what to do but
Im so ..... I feel like I had to let him go...