Hi,
Have posted a couple of threads on here in the last couple of weeks. I'm 28 weeks pregnant, and have just split up with my fiance. He was being abusive, don't really want to go into details.
I ended the relationship, as I couldn't deal with his abuse anymore. We spoke face to face and I made him label his behaviour towards me which was extremely painful. I've not seen him since this, which was about two weeks now.
Yesterday he texted me, begging me to give him another chance, and saying how sorry he was for behaving so badly. I've said that if I was so important to him he would not have behaved the way he did, and that he chose to behave the way he did.
So why am I feeling so sad??? He's behaviour has been appalling, and I hate him for not respecting me enough to treat me better. I have been feeling tearful today, am really struggling to put everything into perspective. I miss his company, feel guilty, lonely, feel sorry for him, and I'm scared of having his baby on my own without his support.
I know I've made the right decision to end the r/s, but when does it get easier?
I won't get back with him, I know that, but, I feel so sad and just want to cry and cry.......