Is my thinking wrong...on off relationship with ex for many years. I have to take responsibility for my part as I allow myself to get drawn back. My ex recently invited me over as was my birthday had presents and dinner also asked me if I wanted a birthday s@@g ( his words ). I said no as he had just finished relationship with some one else. I go home then receive a text on how he wishes he could make things better and we could be a family again and what a great mother I am etc.... Following week it's children's shows and they beg for him to stay. He does we end up together that night which is madness why do I allow this to happen??? It's Christmas and its his turn to have children but I Have not been invited which I feel hurt about as why make all that fuss about my birthday want to sleep with me but not good enough to come over Christmas Day, very confused???