I really am. Dp and I have had an awful year. I need it to get better next year or we will have to split up. I am really struggling to hold it together, biting my tongue over the things that annoy me, because of the time of year etc. I keep feeling like I am living some sort of double life, keeping all of my true feelings inside and then acting like things are ok. It is doing my mental health no good at all and I am terrified that I might ridiculously explode at some really inappropriate social situation. Help!