Can't believe I'm admitting this, never have done so to anyone else! Never had an orgasm......arghh - feel real failure...
Brought up in quite a restrictive way (think it was because aunt fell pregnant before marriage at 18 etc and all trying to protect me etc etc) - also quite a church-y background (mum's side). Anyway, never been very confident as a result, always found it quite painful (recently nurse at smear test said I was quite small down there though so maybe its not just frigidity on my part!)
And after having dd (traumatic try at inducement 3 weeks early due to pre-eclampsia etc - emergency c-section, blood transfusion etc) - just not wanted to get into it at all!! Now bit further on and really feel we are missing out and feel bad for dh too. I avoid going to bed at same time as dh etc etc and don't even like kissing in case he takes it the wrong way.
I wondered if I should try a vibrator on my own or something so that maybe I can get a bit more keen on the whole thing? Can anyone recommmend one if so?