I have posted on here before.
Separating from husband of 18 years - two teenage children and house on the market.
Met a lovely guy a couple of months ago who bombarded me with texts and phone calls. We met whenever we could and he talked about our future together. HE left his girlfriend of 7 months to be with me but as soon as I slept with him he went back to her (I only slept with him once and this was the first time I had been with someone other than my husband in 20 years). It was a massive committment from me.
I am absolutely distraught. The thing is I had absolutely fallen for him and I honestly thought he had for me. I believed everything he said and promised me and I cant get over it. I think of him constantly and am having to be so strong so as not to text him.
I spoke to him this week and he was crying down the phone telling me that he was so sorry and never meant to let me down.
I tell myself everyday that he was a complete arsehole who has treated me appallingly but I just cant get over him. I expect this is because I am splitting with my husband at the same time - I have two big emotional issues going on and my head is all over the place.
This guy gave me the push I needed to separate and sell the house but now I face a lonely future alone with my children.
I know I ned to be strong but please give me some words of support.