I've been separated from my husband for nearly a year, but we only stopped having sex about six months ago. I went on a mission to have sex with someone else as I knew it was the only thing that would stop me having sex with my ex. Anyway, I met a lovely, lovely guy very soon after and was delighted that he helped me break the habit. Sadly, the relationship didn't last and I have slept with three other guys since 
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Since the break up of that initial relationship, I have only seen guys once - really treating them shockingly badly and run a mile from those who I actually like.
Anyway, I have made 4 - yes 4 - major mistakes (the same mistake 4 times), breaking the cardinal Internet dating rule of texting for ages and nothing coming from it. I was so sure that the last one would go the same way as his predecessors but it turns out he is the most magnificent human soul I have had the pleasure to come across. And I don't want to see him again. He has met my children and is beyond fantastic with them and we had absolutely great sex. I have deleted all his numbers from my phone but he keeps texting.
What is wrong with me? How could i possibly want to walk away from this? He has from almost the get go talked about us as a couple and being together etc and, again, I was so sure that he wouldn't be in touch after we had sex but here we are.
Sorry, I've read this back and it sounds like gibberish - but there is this beautiful human person who I want to shun. Why?