Sorry I just need to vent and I'm guessing writing it all down may help... I hope.
The DH went out again tonight. So many times before he has promised to be home at a reasonable time and mostly doesn't stick to his word. Comes in, in the early hours drunk and has a go at me for bein angry, the next day he's full of apology.
He wasn't going to go out tonight but called this afternoon to ask if I minded if he did. Promised to be home by 10 at the latest. I said I don't mind (even though I did) as long as he promised not to do as he usually does because that will be the last time I take his word for it.
10.15 came I txt asking where he was. No reply. I called twice at half past, the second time he answered. We got into an argument because as usual he 'bumped into some he hasn't seen for years' I wasn't having it this time and told him exactly how angry I was. Of course he denies 'promising' to be home by 10, then some how I'm getting the blame because I do this and if I didn't do that ect. Not sure how any of this is my fault?
In the end I said come home now or don't come home at all. He said fine I won't come home then so I swore at him and hung up.
I now feel like shit.
He was meant to be doing the night feeds with our ds2 and meant to be getting up with them in the morning so I can have a little lay in. Don't think that's gonna happen now.
I'm just sick and tired of this happening. I knew it would and he banged on about how it wouldn't and like an idiot I beloved him.
Sorry for waffling.