Since DS came along my DH and I quarrel a lot more. On my part it's mainly down to exhaustion. I have said some things in the heat of the moment that I am not proud of. So has he.
I am now expecting again. I have been so tired and really need to be in bed by 9pm. DH fidgets a lot in the night and often wakes me up which can sometimes cause me to say things at 1am like 'stop f*ing moving'. Not proud but it's the twilight temper syndrome.
Anyway, when clocks went back he came up quite late and then told me I was being ridiculous. Went on to fidget, move about etc. After being woken for the 5th time I shouted.
He is now not communicating with me, other than yes/no etc.
I'm too tired for this, it's really stressing me out. I've tried to explain that it's not good for me whilst pregnant but falls on flat ears. He tells me that I'm very difficult at the moment. I said I accepted that I have been short but I am full of hormones and need support.
The whole thing is really depressing me. I can't talk to my family about things as they are a big fat ZERO when it comes to anything to do with me. Belittle most of my issues or go on about their own. Am private so don't want to talk to friends and like the anonyminity of being able to post here.
I really do love him but am so scared and anxious about what might happen in the future.
I feel very lonely at the moment.