Omg why did i send it?

[janflan]

Oh crap I've just sent a message to someone I've had a crush on for a while.

I haven't done anything about it because I've been in a relationship up until now.

However because he's part of exs social circle I'm unlikely to see him again. So i just sent him a message saying ex and i have split up and i don't want to lose touch with everyone.

I had to get his number off his website so I'm hoping i don't look like a mad stalker. He hasn't replied yet and i feel sick and am shaking.

Ex will go mad if he finds out so I'm hoping he doesn't. spread it around!

Thanks yes it's amazing the crap they come out with isn't it?

Oh dear. i think I've just complicated things even more. Still haven't heard from CM.

Ex went out last night and I'm pretty sure he's had sex with someone else. This has made me a bit sad and i really don't want to care but i do.

In a fit of revenge maybe i agreed to go out for a drink with a guy who's lovely but far too young for me. He's been asking for a while but I've said no because i wasn't ready.

Now i feel sick. :(

Why? Seriously, why?
You don't talk as if your DD is your ex. You worry a lot about what he might think. Unless you're in physical danger from him...fuck him! Seriously!

FWIW unless its a work phone and he hasn't seen the msg, crush man is unlikely to call. Look - I wouldn't! Unless I was interested...so he would have by now.

You know what, you found like you are totally at the beck and call of other men here. If you're up for somebody, why not just ask them on z date. Too much smoke and mirrors. You might get the blow off a few timed but at least you'd know where you stood.
It sounds exhausting to me.
Do you fancy this younger guy? Fancy sleeping with him? Do it cos you want to. Dont do it out of revenge. That's disrespectful.
Sort out what YOU want to do and act accordingly, and aCt decisively. Jesus!

Awww, typos, much? Android crap, my apologies...

Things with ex didn't end well so if he finds out about any of this i could be in danger.

I do fancy the younger guy but i don't want to sleep with him at the moment, that's far too scary. It is a massive ego boost i suppose.