I've really had enough - help!

[Emmielu]

Put all the childminding hope aside I've had enough of my family. I need to get out of this house by Friday or I'll go mad. I can't stand the talking behind my back about me. Being nice to me one min then bitching about me to others while I'm in the next room! I can't do this anymore. I can't keep crying at night. Putting on a happy front like my family life is just dandy. I want out of this.

You sound so unhappy; I'm sorry you're feeling like this. Your post is a little hard to understand though.

who is talking behind your back, and what are they saying?

what is the child minding hope?

any particular reason why Friday is the date you want to be out of the house by?

I had another post on here about my feelings towards my sisters boyfriend and alot came out through the thread that just added to it all. Preferably friday so DD has the weekend to get used to whatever happens. Shes at school all week and I don't want to disrupt her. Although if an offer is given before Friday I'll definately take it.

I read your first post about your sisters boyfriend and it sounds like an awful situation to be in. I guess your sister is still living at home so her boyfriend is there a lot?

I cant remember but I imagine you are still at home too and are thinking of leaving?

My sister lives with her boyfriend but has a very close bond with my mum. They're best friends. Me on the other hand, I'm practically the ideal person my mum would never get on with.