What do I do, we get on ok, we don't argue and are pleasant to one another. We've been together 17 years. However we have no closeness I don't think he cares about me I think I just irritate him. I'm always bitter, I do everything around the house as well as work, I never say anything though as don't like to argue. We have a little boy who we both adore we play with him and have fun laugh and joke then as soon as he goes to bed we sit in different rooms, me watching tv and him on the computer.
I feel he's only here because of our son and I put up with that as I too don't want to do anything that will upset our sons life but it all feels so crap :( don't know why I'm posting really, but if anyone has had a similar experience then maybe I could get some perspective. I think what's made me think about it more is my nan died and I told him and he said all the right things then just sat down at the computer on twitter and Ive just sat here on my own all evening feeling really sad and lonely.