Ok, so oh has left.
I posted a while back and earlier in chat.
Last year I discovered flirty texts between him and a colleague. Gave him ultimatum. He swore it wouldn't happen again. Recently found more under a male friends name- obviously from her. Confronted him and he It appears they never stopped. He swears nothing physical but I tried to call his bluff and he looked worried.
I love him for the children we made and the happy times we shared but I don't think I'll ever be in love with him again. How could I? I'm devastated.
I don't know what to do. How I'll cope or afford the bills.
No friends to turn to in real world