I?m not quite sure whether I?m looking for advice/a telling off or what really but I need to get this off my chest. I?m 40 years old, have two children, 8 and 3, I have been separated for 2.5 years. Since I separated from my husband I have dated two guys for 3 months each and that has been it. Anyway Friday night I went on a rare night out with girlfriends to a club with a hotel attached, as it was a fair way from home so myself and my friends decided to stay over, to cut a long story short I had a one night stand which I am in full on cringe mode about. I have never done it before and just feel awful. He was a nice guy, we stayed in his room and in the morning he was very affectionate and attentive, asked for my number (which I?m not even sure I gave him the right one as I was a tad hungover!) and said he?d meet me downstairs for coffee once I?d gone back to my room and showered etc. We did this for a couple of hours and it was ok, not sure he was totally my type in the cold light of day but nice enough. Said our goodbyes and that was it. I just feel really, really ashamed of myself. I?ve never done that before and feel totally crap about myself?..