I can't go into too much detail in case I get outed, but my life has just completely changed over the last weekend.
Basically DP repeated a certain type of selfish behaviour that he has previously exhibited and after worrying about him all day (while, in all likelihood, pregnant) I told him that if he carried on this behaviour we would have to call it a day. I know that I should not have issued an ultimatum if I didn't want him to carry it through, but I was unbelievably hurt and pissed off and I was quite shocked when he just said "OK, fair enough".
He then twisted the behaviour so that it was my fault for having "dumped" him, and has since been ignoring me ever since. I went to my mother's, not something I would normally do but the atmosphere in the flat was unbearable.
Last night he sent a message asking if he could call me later. I said yes of course. I also told him that it is very likely that I am pregnant as I got a weak positive blood at the docs yesterday but I am also spotting and so have been advised to stay in bed and try and be calm as it's very early days. He just ignored it and didn't call as promised, as well as ignoring my calls, at least one of those times he was on the phone to someone else as call waiting came up.
I think I will be going it alone now, since I have given him so many times to redeem himself, I can't believe how arrogant and cold he is being, he can't even be bothered to respond to such an important message knowing how stressed and upset I am. But I keep replaying all the good times in my head and I just find it unbelievable that after all the plans we made and things we talked about it has come to this.
I could only sleep last night because I took some of those Sleepeaze pills (which apparently are ok if you are preg). I'm now worried that this may cause me to lose the baby as I have even more spotting (not when I am lying down but I can see it when I wipe).
Really don't know where to go from here.