I posted earlier about how I wanted to leave but had no money. Im really just needing to vent. P just came in from yet another night out and got into bed and started the most horrible argument. Finished with him saying he can't stand being around me and he hates me. He is now sleeping in the living room.
Two weeks ago we both decided to give our relationship one month to see how things were going. I obviously want out now but I have, hand on my heart, tried to meet his half of the arrangement (being more affectionate - meaning sex, try not to moan too much. That's about it really) its been tough especially as he hasn't changed a bit. He's still rude and down right horrible to me most of the time, still lazy, doesn't help at all, goes out all the fucking time and is horrible with money. Most importantly to stop seeing this ow outside of work, which he hasn't and doesn't see it as a problem. I know he isn't exactly asking much of me but it's so hard to want to be nice to someone who quite frankly treats me like shit.