Satan's Son!

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The evil bastard!

Last year on ds's df blog he wrote insulting stuff about me on ds birthday. I was so upset. I used to check it a lot as had a lot if titles with evil twists directed towards me...well ex cant email/text/phone me anymore so I guess this is ex sick way! So I don't check often but the sicko is as predictable as the speaking clock so I know when to check every so many months on certain dates.

This ds birthday ex has produced a tune with heading about Satan's Seventh son and smashing walls down.

I guess because the shit can't smash my front door in no more since CCTV he is doing it this way!

Gas lighting at highest form?

Or has this evil creature just got worse?

I can't complain to police etc as I will be seen as the 'crazy' one and laugh me out of the station.

SOS as I know what I want to smash this minute and it ain't no wall!

HerHissy I know I know...houses are not selling in my street...must be the 14 attacks on my house and CCTV blacklisting whole blardy street

I feel totally and utterly fucking terrified....Izzy you were so right about the white powder and he is boasting about Satan!

Fuck Fuck Fuck!

What in God's name do I do? Besides pray?

I have gone totally into panic mode...all that counselling from WA and I feel totally pathetic:(

Do I tell solicitor shall I call the police and say I am scared? They will section me:(

OMG what do I do with about this absolute basket case?

Rent it out, go rent somewhere else.

Get legal advice, call the dv dept of the police.

You WON'T get sectioned.

HerHissy my circumstances doesnt allow it yet iygwim!

I can't call the dv dept...the CPU @ police said I had grandiose delusions about ex wanting to harm me and ds (when SW decided I was making it all up because the creature does not pay maintenance and it was payback). Can't they see? I thought SS dealt with this on a daily basis?

I am truly gaslighted from hell!!!! Couldn't get a bigger flame!

I'm waiting for some some stuff from BP hope this is what I think it is...evidence to show what an evil evil man ex is and get some justice for ds and some safety at last for us!

But Hissy..it does sound mad...because I am so sane I can see how mad it sounds! But madly it is real!

I don't feel safe esp if ex high on that drug...it screams insanity!

Sorry to hear that SS won't intervene. Gah.

Hang in there lovely xx

Thanks Sunny will do by my teeth!

Contacted Police and told because ds name not used nothing can be done!

I explained ex only has one ds and ex name and photo on blog clearly show who ex is and what ds or should I say in ex's words Satan's Son ex is relating too!

Pure rubbish this system! Protects the abusers not the victims!

Hope you've been managing to sleep. Is there a reason why you can't literally flee.

I'd be tempted to turn up at WA hundreds of miles away, name change etc etc

Hi Random I have not slept well since the attacks started 4 yrs ago but thank you.

It is ds...I fought for 2 yrs to get ds into a fab school and ds just his completed first yr. Ds was not in school before this due to SNs and now really getting on well.

So if I move it has to be within same LA anyhow. Ex does not know what school ds is in. Moving still not able to afford and counselling I completed with WA about 2 weeks ago made me realise it is not about where I live but how I feel where I am....ex would find me anyway at some point.

I cant go to a refuge as I would lose my house. Plus they cant accom ds needs as still has some home education.

Yes I remember about the school now

Sounds awful but you end up hoping he'll end up moving onto his next victim

I give up on hoping ex moving on to next victim Random.
I am blamed as ex wanted me to have abortion so I guess as long as ds within 'child age' ex will continue to try and punish me I guess?

Wish ex would just disappear, ex already abroad but clearly has name and pic on internet and when something is good or bad it is always channelled back to me and I am blamed! Speaking to other MN about this as there were other ex's after me!

I guess I am the easiest target? Or the guilt makes ex project it all onto me again because I am easy target...no witnesses, no support to challenge ex, only our vulnerable dc in tow.

I was blamed when ex last marriage broke up...I was told they spent a lot of time arguing over me! I never had no contact etc so why I was the cause of rows etc I will never understand?

What was written was about smashing walls down...my front door used to be the focal point with the attacks and I think ex is itching to try something hence writing a criptic title like that! I wonder if ex will give in to temptation and try and bash my front door in? If so I hope he does not succeed but I get it on camera too to get the madman locked up or restraining order!

Did you say the blog your EX posted this vile stuff on, on DS's birthday, is your DS's blog? If so, can DS not delete his blog and start another one that his dad doesn't have access to?

Scarlet it is ex's blog with full name and picture so whoever knows ex knows ex is referring to ds and last yr to me! Yep DS birthday each time...so timing specifically done to cause reaction.

I guess it is less harmful than reporting me to SS for child abuse for 2 of ds birthdays on a row in past.

He's a typical Narc...he wants me to respond and although I would love to tell him what a sick bastard he is as this is totally out of order suggesting such a thing and his ds disabled too is ultimate insult to a vulnerable dc! My response will cause the 'contact/response' and attacks will get more frequent and aggressive like before as that is what he wants to see me angry and /or frightened...feeds off it like a vampire!

I have been very self restrained over the years not responding...besides a slip up with xmas card I sent back to ex's parents and boy did I have the lash of his vengence!

Why are you reading youe ex's blog?

Doha when my home was being attacked frequently there was a lot of Satanic stuff then by ex! Plus ds birthday always a trigger. I only check at specific dates so about 3 times a year now or if situation happens where risk of attracts may start up again. But I will be informed of this situation that could kick off aggressive revenge.

Ok seems reasonable, does he know you check at these times or are the comments made throughout the year.

You are doing well to not respond.

I have learnt at a cost both financially and emotionally(new front door and fear not sleeping Fear of us being murdered) not to respond as twice I did once challenged and another time Xmas card returned the attacks were getting more frequent and more daring each time..felt ex was getting closer to actually doing some real physical damage as each successful attack ex was getting away with it!

Ex I thinks hopes I check and wants an aggressive response to his windup titles on ds bday each yr for WW3 to start! That is why ex tends to post on ds birthday for max hurt/anger from me? But I come here and rant instead ...more theaupeutic, safe and stops this repeat of response-attack loop!
Also when like 18 months ago when the attacks were getting worse the titles got more Satanic...I often joke saying the evil I must stir up in ex makes him produce good music and therefore I should get a cut of the sales