Not sure if this is the right thread but here goes ..
I've been dealing with depression for xxx years, and inevitably suffered PND, which the GP (lovely and sympathetic man) gave me tablets and sent me for CBT which helped a lot. The trouble is, I gradually came off my tabs a few months ago to hopefully try for another child, and it was brilliant actually feeling again, crying at soppy films etc, but I still can't seem to feel love, for my son or husband. It's been this way for a long time with my husband (I feel annoyance more than love) but I don't know if it's the illness, the tablets or I'm just not really in love with him. I'm back on some tablets fom the doctor since I couldn't stop crying last weekend (had a great time at a hen party, dancing and singing and in the morning realised I had no friends of my own, they were all my sister in laws) and I'm hoping to feel better in myself soon. Is it normal not to really feel love for your husband, especially after 16 years together and stressful jobs and a 2 1/2 year son to look after? I'm really confused and don't have anyone I can really talk to about this (no close family that would understand). Hope you haven't minded this ramble but would really like to hear from other netmums.