I've name changed obviously. Been seeing someone for a few months & lately things have become a little more serious with "feelings" being mentioned by him. Started to let my barriers down a bit & things were progressing nicely. That is until the other evening. We were at his, had drunk a fair bit of wine and we were being silly dancing in the living room and stuff. We had a bit of a sarcastic exchange over something silly and he said in retaliation, "yeh, will I don't like smelly pussy's". It was completely unrelated to our spat & I was so astounded, I said nothing, got my stuff together, called a taxi and went home and cried my eyes out. He text a few times that night trying to cover up what he said & apologised but I can't get passed it. Next day I had to get something I left at his (not least of all my car) and he brought it out, said nothing, no other apology and I haven't heard anything from him since. I'm fastidious about my cleanliness because there are times I think I smell but just assumed I was being a bit paranoid & now I'm wondering how I could ever let anyone have oral sex with me again after that. I was right to walk away ladies, wasn't I? It hurts because I'm embarrassed but also cause I liked him & was enjoying being cuddled & kissed & being important to someone.