I won't bore everyone with the details but we don't live together and he has a history of lying (about little things as well as some bigger things), facebook flirting, joining dating sites and visiting hardcore porn sites.
I broke it off with him a few months ago as I just knew it was going nowhere and I wanted to move on. However we had a weekend away already booked so we agreed to still go "as friends" - ended up having a great weekend, slept together and fell back into the relationship.
Since then, he hasn't been lying as far as I know but the facebook thing has continued and he continues to flirt with girls at work. Again, I knew it was going nowhere, we never see each other when it really matters (christmas, holidays etc) and I wanted to move on and find someone I could have a real relationship with.
So 4 days ago, I broke up with him. He was "upset" but didn't beg for forgiveness or 2nd chances etc, just said we'd stay friends.
Saturday, he texts me asking if I fancied going for a quick curry - I was bored, fed up, feeling stressed out and down and so agreed. To cut a long story short, we got drunk, he came back to mine, we slept together and spent most of today together. He's now saying he's so glad we're "back together".
I'm trying to work out wtf I'm doing here, because when we're together, I do enjoy his company and like having him around. When he's not here, I get resentful at all the "proper" couples out there, think about all the bad stuff he's done and realise over and over again that there is no future for us.
Has anyone else been through this? To me it feels like a friends with benefits situation - to him it's a "relationship".