Things have just become so difficult between us. Its been like this for quite some time.
There is a lot of pressure.. thing is I dont know where to turn. We are married but I work within his company part time which is from home and do all other household things etc. He works full time and is in and out of home for work. I also have problems with my health. I get panic attacks, anxiety and probably suffering agrophobia, therefore going to find it difficult to find work, thats why the working within the company works because its from home.
I would find it hard to leave as i dont have enough money of my own to pay my own bills. I get a wage but nowhere near enough to cover bills, rent, mortage etc. Really im asking if i left am i entitled to anything?
The company I work for is ticking over but he has a successful property company besides this.
I just feel I cant go on anymore, i thnk this is the depression and anxiety. He has always sorted out bills etc and money matters for home. Im in two minds wether to go but if decide I want to go, how will i cope financially or do I have to live here feeling miserable. Is that what others do just put up with it and live together?
what can i do?