ExB left me a few weeks back due to being able to spend a lot of time going out places. It bothered him more than me. A few days after, we spoke about it & i said id like to give it another try, he said he was unsure & said a few other things that left me very angry. Since that day my thoughts for giving it another go have changed. I dont feel the same way that i did about him. I dont feel comfortable around him, i resent him for leaving me instead of talking to me about it, i dont trust him, i cant stand to have him hug or kiss me. For some reason i turn away automatically. Hes realised that he made a mistake by leaving me when it could have been discussed but now i feel its too little too late. I dont want to try. Im miserable around him now. Its not fair on anyone for me to pretend to love him & that everything will be ok when im really unhappy. He cant seem to understand that im unhappy & think we're better off friends. He says being friends "isnt good enough" or "not what he wants" I feel like i cant be friends with him at all because he doesnt want to so my only option is to be his girlfriend. He admitted all he'd miss is the physical contact & that hurt because i suddenly felt like that was all he wanted. I've been firm with him & said its either friends or nothing but hes not taking anything i say in.