Is it posible that there was only one incident (my dad was the abuser) or that I just can't remember the others?
From reading others' stories it seems that most children were abused over a period of time, and many incidents. I can only remember one incident and I am constantly wondering if there were more that I can't remember. I do remember inappropriate sexual comments my dad would make when I was much much older, as an adult.
It's so hard to reconcile my dad's behaviour. Sometimes he could be unbelievably cruel and cold and nasty. Other times he could be caring, loving and generous. So confusing.
I swing from hating him to feeling forgiveness and back to hating.
Sorry for the incoherent ramble. Just need to get my thoughts out.