Hi I have name changed for this due to ex knowing my regular name but I have had fantastic advice from some of you. I'll try to be vague but if you recognise me please don't out me.
I'm not sure where to post this but the pregnancy topics are full of people ttc and I feel guilty :(
Ok so a few weeks ago I gave horrible ex another chance. I don't know why, I think I was missing the way he was with my son etc but it happened. It lasted a week and he was back to being horrible again, this time telling me he slept with my mum and my sister (he is 27 not 14, honest) anyway during this week there was an occasion when he came round to 'talk' I drunk the wine a bit faster than I usually would and, I wasn't my usual careful self. (he would love a child and I really don't want any more due to my sons disabilities so was always the careful one in the 2 years we were together)
Anyway I didn't think anything of it at all until Saturday morning when I went out shopping and thought 'oh I'll need lady stuff soon' did quick sums in my head and thought I was 5 days late so panicked and picked up tests. When I got home I worked out that I was actually 8 days late then making me 10 days late now. I am usually very very regular, however, both tests were negative.
There are no other symptoms I don't think other than a late period. But i don't know what to think. Can I be definitely in the clear with 2 negative results? (one at 8 days late one at 9 both with first morning urine) should I wait and take another at the weekend? There's no signs that my period is coming at all I am usually very crampy :(.
I know it sounds so horrible but I just don't want to have to talk to the man ever ever again. It feels like too much of a coincidence.