Yes it is always my fault, silly me.
Moan, shout, scream. Always my fault. He is on holiday for a week. Could not bare to talk to me civilly, but this is in my head.
He had to go to work today, yes on a Saturday, whilst on holiday. But I am unreasonable and his problem is me. It is just me, I cause all his problems...ok.
He wants a new car AND furniture. We cant do both in the next few months because of prior commitments, loan pay off and holiday. But because I said no to both at the same time. I don't have control of our finances, I'm not doing my job and I am financially controlling him.
We are loaded in comparison to some, no mortgage, etc. Worrying about furniture or new car, I get this. But like everyone high costs and taxes. Rising daily. So we have a holiday to pay for, a loan to pay as we said we'd be debt free. So this is what we are doing this month. He then wants new furniture and a car. We cannot do this in one month, we will require longer to save. I am the only one who worries about this, he expects a gold mine at the end of the month without realising the costs of the household.
I am also a fat bitch slag with thunder thighs. This isn't true, I used to be really fat. I have lost 4 stone in 4 months with diet and heavy exercise. After a heavy chest in the morning. I lost it for HEALTH under the Dr. I feel great, really pleased and confident. I am back to being my pretty, thin self. He really hates me now. Buys me donuts etc, seriously. I went out this week and he said if any men spoke to me (it was a lot) it was because they knew I was a slut...
Just what is the point, I have grown weary of it all