I met my friend last year on a college course. We were part of a close knit group of friends but we had a definite "click" (you know when you're closer to one person than anyone else in the group?) and towards the end of the course I began to get a bit obsessed with her, thought about her constantly etc but then the course ended and despite swearing we'd keep in touch, life got in the way and it came down to the odd text here and there - nothing more.
To be fair, she always tried harder than I did to make contact and we arranged numerous times to meet up but something always got in the way - to cut a long story short however, we made plans for last saturday night and went out as part of a group.
Problem is, as soon as I saw her all my old obsessive feelings came back and throughout the night I just enjoyed being with her so much. She's funny, confident, cute - she's like the perfect person. Everytime I touched her (hugs, dancing etc) it felt different than with normal friends - I know it sounds corny but it was like sparks for me to the point where I was going out of my way to touch (although not in a seedy/harrassing way!) - like when you're with a bloke you really like and you brush arms etc.
We had a great night and she said how much she'd missed me, hugged me loads and insisted we keep in touch properly and go out again. Now I can't stop thinking about her. She's been texting me constantly ever since Saturday night and it's getting harder and harder to deny I feel more for her. I could never tell her this. We've both admitted to having the odd female crush here and there but never anything more than a silly celeb crush so I think she's straight. I THOUGHT I was straight!! I don't know what to do. I just can't get her out of my head.