Was just writing down my thoughts to try and clarify how I feel. But it wasn't enough just doing that. I'm so lonely.
Here's what I wrote:
Hate that he's so angry and impatient with me all the time;
Hate that he no longer appears to care about me;
Hate that he shows no desire to improve our relationship;
I feel angry that my husband is letting me down. The one person I thought I would be able to rely on.
Why me?
I am angry that he has eroded my confidence in my own abilities;
I only ask to be loved and accepted for who I am;
Why does he appear to have lost all respect for me?
Will he ever agree that he is depressed?
Will he ever agree to counselling?
Will we ever get the love back?
I'm scared our children will grow up in an unhappy home.
