Hi
I posted this time last year after discovering my partner was having an affair with a collegue, not long after the loss of our son
He made the decision to leave and stay with her. We did try to remain friends but my jealousy has ruined that and he says he no longer wants me in his life which I am devastated about.
They were both made redundant in Nov and she returned to germany, I really felt what had been a workplace relationship would fizzle out, but he has gone to stay with her for a few days and I am finding I can?t seem to manage this.
He still Hs not told our youngest son about her, and on xmas day said he wouldn?t stay for dinner as she can?t stand him having contact with me, but on boxing day he said he was wrong and should not have come in and does not want to stay friend and f---- off to germany
Just feeling really low, relationship must be more serious than I had thought/