Just need to have a rant.
I am fed up with :-
-no respect
-being treated like a PA
-no cup of tea/breakfast in bed- ever
-changing the majority of nappies
-clearing up cat sick
-not being able to get in touch with him, even though he has a mobile phone.
-putting work and his duties at church first.
-not thinking ahead when he goes shopping and buying a piece of beef that would only feed a midget, let alone a family of 5.
- double standards- on one hand he tells me not to worry that I have been stuck at home looking after two very sick kids, who have created loads of washing, including the need for our double duvet to be laundered so do not worry about the housewoek and then him having a major rant that there are no shirts ironed and the washing has not been folded or put away. At least I have been doing the washing!
-moaning about piles of stuff around the house- most of which are his DIY stuff, and the Christmas decorations which he said he would put in loft two weeks ago.
-fed up of producing meals lovingly cooked, nutritious and him not giving any thanks for them, ever.
-disciplining the kids in a way that undermines me completely and makes look like a big bad ogre of a mum(maybe I am).
-fed up with me having to organise everything- holidays, kids,our social life(what social life)
-his obsession with sex or lack of it and the 'pressure'it puts him under.
-going on the computer before dishwasher is loaded etc and then moaning about the mess and dirty dishes, whilst I am struggling to put baby to bed.
-biting my toungue to all of the above.
-of him twisting things so that I look like the bad one.
-of not having a true joint account, so I never know how much money we have. He gives me x amount of money- which I find demeaning.
-i suppose I feel like I am being controlled by him.
- he is lovely but.........
sorry to go on- just need to get rid of it all.