I hate new year!!

[BelleRomford74]

Just want to rant really.. hate people in RL knowing im feeling so low.. I do appreciate they are trying to help by saying things such as "oh well, new year, new start" etc.. but right now I am feeling miserable & dont really think things are going to be better in the new year!!
It is horrible being on your own at new year, I am pregnant by an arsehole of a bloke who could'nt care less, & although I know a new baby is a blessing & I am thankful & for the most part excited, it also makes me feel like I am going to be trapped deeper in this life of benefits or at best a low income job if I can find 1 & decent cheap childcare!! & also this single lonely life..I mean who is going to want to date a 37 year old with a baby, a blobby belly & no money & no prospects..not exactly the catch of 2012!!!!
Can't even have a good old drink to drown my sorrows!! So hoping this venting will help a little!! Can't even bring myself to wish anyone a Happy new year just want to sleep for about the next 48 hours!!! :(

belle, you sound lovely. like a witty, clever girl who is in touch with her feelings. i am sure your future will be bright.

someone IS likely to want you, 37 is still quite young, but it's really a personal attraction that matters - it's hardly the case that all couples are thin, with no dependants, or rich! If you are looking for a nice person without a long list of demands, he'll come along. Women with two+ children (not rich) often get re married, just read MN!

BR74.a blobby belly will disappear in time if you work at it after your little one arrives , being poor & in a low payed job will not be a problem in finding a good man to love you. Are you still with the asshole of a bloke? Or planing on dumping him in the near future ? Be true to yourself & try to keep your spirits up,I know how hard it is being alone at this time of year.