I was at a residential work event last week with a number of people from my office. On the last evening there was a dinner with lots of alcohol flowing and inevitably lots of lowering of inhibitions.
After dinner in the bar, one of my colleagues (an attractive, single guy - not an old creep or anything) started confessing that he had always found me immensely attractive and has fancied me ever since he met me. And then he basically he propositioned me.
He knows I'm married with a child.
I was so surprised/shocked and I suppose flattered that I rather panicked, gently made my excuses and left to go to my room (it was 2 a.m. !)
The next day he took me to one side and apologised profusely for his 'inappropriate behaviour' (his words) and he reiterated this once again when we were back in the office.
Clearly the incident has passed, and should be forgotten, but the problem is that I can't put it out of my mind!
I simply can't stop thinking about him, thinking about what it would have been like to have sex with him. Wondering what he looks like naked etc etc.
Every time I see his name I get a shiver of excitement down my spine. Everytime I see him in the office I feel really horny and flushed.
It's ridiculous, but I can't seem to get him out of my mind.
Clearly I have no intention of acting on it, but what can I do to stop feeling like this? On one hand it's rather exciting, but also quite scarey in the way it's taking me over!